Staircase to Nowhere

Something fiery inside me has brought me to the 114th step. But then, discouragements have brought me 113 steps down. Restoring my drive, I again started on my journey---climbing up a staircase that seems to lead nowhere, but held an enormous grip in my heart. It was nearly halfway when I realized that my body was too tired to climb further; and for the first time, I asked myself if it's a worthwhile journey.